Hey, I’m doing this for the SHYB challenge, I think it’s a nice way for people to shake off their insecurities.
These words up there are the names people used to/are giving me. These are the words that upset me the most. They call me a freak and I try hard to fit in with the others. Even after I lost a lot of weight, I still feel like a balloon. Because people told me so. I’m afraid to even say I like curvy girls, because I would be instantly put down for it.
I also like to sing and dance during free periods in school. And I’m psycho for it? I didn’t realize I should cry.
You know what? I admit that I’m not on the level of self-acceptance that I want to be at, but I’m getting there. And I would like to ask people…what do you want from me? I’m human, I’m not perfect, I have flaws, I’m insecure about them and I’m working them out. But I’m not here to please you. I can be whatever I want to be.
I’m sick of you trying to suffocate me with your standards. I consider myself as out of the box and I still don’t know if I like it or not. But it’s me. So let me breathe.